How To Forgive (Forgiveness)

I'm alive again

But something's pulling me back

To when the vices had me up all night

Under the influence

And all this staring directly

At the Sun has me walking blind

I had suspicions

I felt the tension

Saw a lack of confidence

Something there was missing

I got away quick

What did I get away with

I still have a conscience

I still have my ambition

I keep having dreams about forgiveness

Consuming me like some sort of victim

Been trying to preach what I don't practice

How to forgive

When you just wanna forget

When you just wanna let it die

When you just wanna forget

(Let it die)

I don't have the tears

There's something holding them back

I need the vices or I'll be up all night

I don't wanna hear

About the many suspicions

About how everybody else was right

I should have listened

I felt defensive

Saw a lack of consistence

Something there was missing

I keep having dreams about forgiveness

Consuming me like some sort of victim

Been trying to preach what I don't practice

Trying to forgive

When you just wanna forget

When you just wanna let it die

When you just wanna forget

(Let it die)