Frustations + Solutions

I need some candy to restore my calmness

I've had some crazy freakouts lately

I kicked all my shit around my closet

Nobody is coming to tell me to stop it

My shoes, they scuffed my white walls

I punched my cupcake beanbag (yes, I have a cupcake beanbag)

Till I fell tired and embarrassed enough

And I was careless enough

Feeling like a dick, picking it all up again

Feeling so much like a dick just to pick it up again

Feeling so, so, so, so tired (so tired)

Of feeling so, so, so, so numb (so numb)

Stomped and I screamed there

Flinging ideas straight down from the halls

Like in a movie scene where

All of you watch behind a glass wall

I'm pacing back and fourth

Exhausting myself for my own gratification

To no one

Embarrassing programming

And when I find the mess in the floor, temper tantrum over

Reorganizing all that I tore from life's rightful order

I'll say I learned some sort of lesson

(I wish that I could take it back, but where to start?)

(But where you at? I'm fucking up my photograph)

When I felt dumb enough to question (and I'm losing it)

Feeling like a dick, picking it all up again

So much like a dick just to pick it up again

Everything is so, so, so, so tiring (so tiring)

Everything is so, so, so, so dumb (so dumb)