Hideous (feat. Mimoza)

Mimoza:

You tell me I look beautiful

But you still make me miserable

You're hideous, hideous

Darlin' you're adorable

But inside you're an animal

You're hideous, hideous

Ayo this song is dedicated to anyone that has ever done something they severely regret. That one hideous act buried deep inside

Kinetics:

Ayo this is for the lies, this is for the fights

This is for the screams that our neighbors heard at night

Yo I should've seen the signs, this could've been avoided

We built a castle together, why'd you have to destroy it?

When all my family told me I shoulda put an end to you

I looked my mother right into her eyes and defended you

My own blood, I lied to my own blood

Acting like it wasn't wrong when it was

But even putting everybody else aside, baby this is personal

What you did to me was irreversible

Cause you left me with a bruise that will always scar me from within

And that bruise hurts worse than the one you left me on my skin"

Yeah, that's what she said to me

See, I'm not an angel and I don't pretend to be

So I pray for her forgiveness but I don't know what to do

Cause everything she just said was true...I'm hideous

Kinetics:

I tried to tell her that I'm sorry, I tried to make her listen

She looked at me and told me I would never be forgiven

Like, "You tell me I'm beautiful? What a thing to say

Then you lay your hands on me and take my beauty away

And that's the kind of example you wanna leave our daughter?

I hope you rot away as you think about what you taught her"

And then she hung up the phone, but I could hear her through the glass

"This is the last time that I ever visit ya ass!"

When she got up from the chair and she moved to the side

I could see our nine-year-old daughter was standin' there the whole time

She looked me in the eyes and she cried

As her mother took her away and I waved goodbye for the last time

Why? Why did I bring my family hell?

As the prison guard grabbed me and brought me back to my cell

Where prayin' for redemption is all that I can do

As I serve ten years for domestic abuse...man I'm hideous