I'm Coming Back

Im coming back again, but please dont ask me when, I dont know

Im counting down the days, Im counting down the days, until we go

Im counting all the ways, Im counting all the ways to make good

On all the promises, I said I would do all that I could

But sometimes love has a funny way of sneaking up on you

And sometimes pain doesnt hurt as bad as you expect it to

And sometimes we find a way to climb out of the darkest holes

But sometimes we find it easier to just do what were told

But you are not what they wanted you to be

And I am not what they wanted me to be

And this is not how we thought that it would be

But its okay

Im going back and forth, I dont know which ways north in my mind

I try to see thru you, but every time I do I feel blind

The careful words I say, hardly help to convey what I thought

And every time I try, to tell a harmless lie, I get caught