1990

I want to be a legend

I don’t want to die

I know I sound selfish

But I don’t want to lie

And I know I’m scared to be nothing

So I starve myself to stay hungry

I want to live forever

Is that such a crime?

I want to be a hero

But I’m the one who needs to get saved

I want to be a leader

Even when I lost my way

I want to be the one you can count on

When nothing else makes sense

I want to be the answer

To every question you have

Maybe I don’t need to the whole world to remember me

I just want to know I live forever in your memory

I want to show you I’m human

But I can be so vain

Sometimes I feel ugly

Sometimes I feel insane

Always compare how I’m feeling

To someone else’s exterior

I can feel hopeless

Do you ever feel the same?

I can feel helpless

Do you ever feel the same?

Maybe I don’t need to the whole world to remember me

I just want to know I live forever in your memory

I was trying to grow up

I worked hard to change myself

I didn’t like the way I’d get

I couldn’t stand the way I felt

Why am I so cold in the sun?

Maybe I’m too old to die young

But even if I could now baby

Well I would never change myself

I would never change myself

I would never change myself