Burnt Out

I've never felt this warm as I did

When you touched me, gave me

Goosebumps from head to toe

But a love made of matches

Was destined to burn out

And end up in ashes and smoke

Still ambers remained

And I tried to re-ignite them

Ended up playing with fire, again

You pushed me away

And I fought and I stayed

But maybe I should have listened

Because you're right, I couldn't fix you

You're right I shouldn't have tried to

Your pride, is what you're concerned about?

Is you're right really all you wanna hear right now?

Well, you're right, I should've walked away faster

I should've know

You would only break my heart after I was already in love

You're right, you aren't good enough

I kissed your scars, even after you hurt me

And I held your hand, even when you fucking burned me

Do you know how embarrassing that was?

To stay with sombody who hates you because

You hope things get better?

You hope that love can

Turn a monster into a man?

But it doesn't and it won't

Because you're beyond repair

But there are still someone for me somewhere

Who will treat me so nice you'll wish that you did

For someone so smart you're so fucking stupid

To think that I'm really that dumb

I love you, but I'm done

Pretending this was gonna work

Pretending loving you didn't hurt

Pretending that it doesn't burn

When you think you're always right

'Cause you're still stuck on your past

You hate them so much but

You're just like your dad

You smothered every right that I've ever had

By holding on too tight

And it's suffocating

And I'm longing to breathe again

And in the middle of it all

I ended up losing who I am

And I know, that you tried

Gave it all that you had

And being a monster

Doesn't necessarily make you bad

But, even if we could stable it back together now

We both know that you can't

Light a fire that's already burnt out