The Guilt, The Secret, The Obsessed

The stars were shining

In the sky but you can see

The outlines of the trees

Over the mountains

From the view next to the street

And I walked the long way

To your house to see

If we could speak

Then I saw that

No light came through

The cracks of your window

And I let go

Of something I never had

But I just don't wanna be alone

And i try to think back

To days when I could breathe sincerity

And I didn't feel so useless

And I hoped that you might

Feel that way bout me

But now I can see

That i don't mean a thing at all

How could you let me go

And not even know the difference?

And polaroids

A birthday card's from you

That I made myself

But made sure to make 'em clever

I cut you out of my old yearbook

Placed you next to me

We look so happy

We'd look great

I wish you could see

How perfect we could be

I carved your name into my wall

And I always think of cool things to say to you

But my head always says no

Let go

Let go

And don't be alarmed by the boy in the back

Of the class, try not to stare but I swear I just can't

I'm just a hopeless kid with a hopeless crush

And I know there's some things that I can't take back but (x2)

I have an obsession

I thought I'd let you know

And I try to think back

To days when I could breathe sincerity

And I didn't feel so useless

And I hoped that you might feel that way bout me

Now i can see, that I don't mean a thing at all

How could you let me go

And not even know the difference?