Rebirth

I said just go

It’s time you learn to stand alone

And I meant well

I said good luck

Just take it slow

We stayed in touch

I couldn’t not check up

We had a love

I thought could make it far enough

But you’re a snake moving quickly

It’s a game

You almost had me

But your eyes turned black

And I saw the light

You move left and I turn right

As I got off the bed it hit me

How many times will I repeat my history

This isn’t only about you

So don’t act like I’m not capable

Of moving forward without you

It breaks my heart to have to go

I made my decision

I’m better of living alone with a heart made of stone

You’ve handed me armor

Protection from harm that will replace my skin and my bones

Did you figure it out

Through mouth to mouth

And did you find what I lacked

While you were laying on your back

And do you feel any less alone

And did you think of me while you were taking off your clothes

But you’re a snake (you took this too far)

It’s a game (my cuts became scars)

And they’ll remind me of someone I loved

And I’ll begin to forget what you’ve done

This isn’t only about you

So don’t act like I’m not capable

Of moving forward without you

It breaks my heart to have to go

My heart is disabled

But nonetheless stable enough

To still stay in time

I sharpen my weapons

This city is destined to test me

I know the sun will still shine

I know I may have pushed you away

But I did with the hope I would have you some day

I needed to grow

Be on my own

I thought you believed it

But now I’m left grieving

I know I may have pushed you away

But I did with the hope I would have you some day

I needed to grow

Be on my own

I thought you believed it

But now I’m left grieving

This death

Did you forget

My bones have been broken

But I am still breathing

Attempt to forget

My heart has been buried

Although it’s still beating

It’s left under the wreckage

A few minutes with no air

And it will be dead

But I will be resurrected