There's So Much Beauty In a Storm (feat. Ray Hodge)

I am elastic

Pumped full of feelings

Expanding until I am swollen

Ripped apart and broken

As my face hit the pavement

I felt myself break

Like a statue made of stone

Or a porcelain vase

And I can hear the way you speak

As if you were lying next to me

Your lips and your hips are

Just a dream

Where’d you go

I’m doing my best without you here

Where’d you go

I’m trying my best without you

I am an actress

Shown on the big screen

Pretending that I am not hopeless

Ripped apart and broken

As I pull my face from the pavement

Everything was the same

But my heart was carved from stone

And my faith was at stake

And I can’t bear to hear you speak

Your voice holds ghosts that follow me

And they whisper

Do you miss her

As I fall asleep

Where’d you go

I’m doing my best without you here

Where’d you go

I’m trying my best without you

And I will keep your memory away

And I will keep your memory away

Oh and in a dream I saw you smile

I reached out and grabbed your hand

But you faded away

Like the grains of sand

And everyone was telling me

That I should just pretend I’m fine

But everything inside of me

Was telling me I’m alive

I’m doing my best without you here

I’m trying my best without you

Where’d you go

I’m doing my best without you here

Where’d you go

I’m trying my best without you