Everything Must Change

I'm not some kinda superman

I'm just tryna find who i am

And get my future plan

Don't know where i'm from

Don't know what my aim is

Don't know where i'm going

Don't wanna be famous

Don't wanna be that guy

I need privacy but can't be low-key 'cause it isn't me

Get pulled both ways and it tears me apart

Seems for years i've been wearing this mask

One to myself, another to the multitude

Now i'm confused with which one of those is true

In bed alone lyin myself

I realise i was lying to myself

Now i'm here, finding myself

The truth's out there i'm a find it myself

Forget going on a holiday bruv

I just wanna change

Everything

I wish that i could make a happy song

But i'm depressed and i don't wanna carry on

I don't know what you've been told g

But no one alive truly knows me

Forget rapping i should find a job

I need direction, maybe a sign from god

I'm tortured, the pain's tormenting my soul

Got friends but i just can't pretend, i'm alone

I'm haunted, by regrets and mistakes

And everyday i'm just testing my fate

Like a boxer that loves throwing rights at them

But doctors warned him, he'll die if he fights again

Sometimes it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders

But that's just the way of the world

It's getting colder, it's too cold

Don't know much but i do know

Everything must change

Must change

Must change

Must change

So i've made music that made my mum cry

Bruv told me what happens when a loved dies

Don't even recognise my own face sometimes

Don't wanna stay around now, but i must try

Someone, somewhere might understand

I just don't wanna give my life to the fans

I'm tryna do more than just be real

In order to rebuild

Everything must change

I'm just tryna survive today

And live my life in a righteous way

So i gotta watch what i decide to say

My pride's at stake

Don't wanna be described as fake

My mind states, i rate

And i'm wide awake

But i need sleep and it's kind of late

Don't wanna give them a reason to despise and hate

So i'm tryna change

Everything

All around me, my people's dying

All being controlled by evil tyrants

Lives lost due to needless violence

Look to the sky, 'cause i need some guidance

But it feels like nothing helps

Gotta watch for my sister and my mum as well

Everyday it feels like i'm stuck in hell

I guess this is sort of how my brother felt

See just gotta hold on

Hope for the best

Prepare for the worst

'cause nothing is promised

All i know is

Everything must change...