Drowning

I keep calling

I keep falling down I'm trying to get up

Can you save me

I don't know if I can do this on my own

I keep calling

You keep stalling almost every time you go

Can you save me

I don't know if I can even stay afloat

Another night where we disconnect

Say we do but don't show respect

I'm drowning out in way too much stress

Your heart is one that I can't protect

Can't take the love that I offer you

Can't feel affection you offer me

It's hard to fight on this battlefield

And be the man that I gotta be

Then I'm right back with a note pad feeling so mad I've had

Depressed days and I really want my life back

Heart cold one day I'll need a bypass

I'm living sidetracked

Feeling hijacked

And I don't get sleep without a nightcap

I'm thinking that I'm on a different flight path

I'm numb at the bottom of the bucket with a white flag I don't wanna fight back nah

I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me

Tide is coming and the waters getting too deep

Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe

Can't breathe

I keep calling

I keep falling down I'm trying to get up

Can you save me

I don't know if I can do this on my own

I keep calling

You keep stalling almost every time you go

Can you save me

I don't know if I can even stay afloat

I used to believe I had to be

A perfect person I had to keep

The real me locked in I could not compete

Didn't love myself I was not complete

I drift off into the distance and never listen when you trying to figure out what this is

I've taken a road I could not have predicted

Seeking in myself trying to find where bliss is

Deep in my bones I can feel the trauma

Try to feel good but I'm used to drama

Tend to find peace when I lie in silence

Either that or in a beat when I meet with karma

I created a war that's filling with broken apologies

And if I drift off to the deepest of waters I understand that you can't follow me

Will you follow me

I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me

The tide is coming and the waters getting too deep

Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe

Can't breathe

I keep calling

I keep falling down I'm trying to get up

Can you save me

I don't know if I can do this on my own

I keep calling

You keep stalling almost every time you go

Can you save me

I don't know if I can even stay afloat

Yeah

You reach me

Can't breathe

When the waves come crashing down

Pull me under and surround me

Will you reach out

I guess we don't know where this might go

But I know that we're stuck in a cycle

It feels like we're drifting apart

An ocean between us in need of a lifeboat

But I'll never let go

I'm with you together as long as we're walking this tightrope

I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me

Tide is coming and the waters getting too deep

Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe