You Might Not Like Her

If you would've told me I'd throw away my purity ring in the middle of an airport

My younger self would laugh, would never believe that

It's against everything that we stood for

She'd hate that I've smoked weed and cussed frequently

And she'd try to convert everyone I call a bestie

You'll throw shots in the dark and blackout at a bar

There'll be good and there will be bad parts

Someday you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic

Some guy'll break your heart and you'll feel manic

Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions

And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in

Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

For a while, you might not like her, but I do

Some days feel like whiplash

One eighties, and you'll hate that

You'll label yourself just to take it back

Convinced you're not bi cause you're way too into guys

And the first time you have sex, you'll cry

You'll sometimes skip meals and numb how you feel

And you'll miss the old you, but here's the deal

That good girl you were was really fucking bad at being real

Someday you'll kiss a girl and you'll panic

Some guy'll break your heart, and you'll feel manic

Then you'll learn to let people have their opinions

And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in

Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

And for a while, you might not like her, but I do

Woah, woah

You might not like her, you might not like her

Woah, woah

You might not like her, you might not like her

Someday you'll think you disappoint your parents

But they'll love you not despite, but regardless

Then you'll learn to let people have shitty opinions

And talk about your traumas and like the body you live in

Someday you'll learn to keep your own secrets

Say you're doing okay and really mean it

You'll lose your faith a bit and question if she's you

And for a while, you might not like her, but I do