Wait For You

i wonder why i'm so afraid, i'm so afraid of everything

i wonder why i'm so ashamed, i'm so ashamed

did they really have to ask if i was the real thing?

did they really have to laugh at me?

and i notice

somethings will never be clear

and i know this

but i'm still waiting in fear

all i want is something to make me feel real

break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel

raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room

with nothing else to do but wait for you

i wonder why i'm not the same, i'm not the same as the rest of them

i wonder why i go insane, wish i was seen like the rest of them

did they really have to go and push me down?

i wonder why i'm yet to hit ground

and i notice

domethings will never be clear

and i know this

but i'm still waiting in fear

all i want is something to make me feel real

break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel

raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room

with nothing else to do but wait for you

sometimes i ask myself if i will ever be cured

will i open up and step out in the world?

and i notice

somethings will never be clear

and i know this

but i'm still waiting in fear

all i want is something to make me feel real

break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel

raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room

with nothing else to do but wait for you

i'll be waiting for you

i'll be waiting