Epilogue

If this is life that I'm living then I wonder what death is like

With a million questions running

I've got the feeling that something is not right

I've tried to be alive, but I've fallen short

I am so sick of this cycle, there must be something more

This is endless

This is sickening

This is everything I never wanted it to be

This is hell

This can't be happening

I'm a failure, I'm a liar, I'm a hypocrite

I am not who I claim to be

What could you possibly see in me?

I could never turn my back on you

Grace like an ocean, I am lost in the depths of your truth

You have seen my heart and the wicked things I've done

And yet you call me son

This is my awakening, and my call to arms

Show me this world through the holes in your hands

I'm alive, I'm alive, I have been set free

I was blind but now my eyes are open, I can see

I am flawed, I am flawed, but you have made me clean

I know I'm not perfect but I serve a perfect king

I am nothing

You are everything

Let this truth resonate in my soul

Take my life God, I give you control

I have stumbled, I have fallen, I've grown weary, and yet I'm still walking

I've been stuck here with all these questions inside my head

But I will never forget the words that you have said

You are the child of the king you have been set free

There is nothing that can separate you from me

I am the one that calls you son, I formed you in the womb

I conquered the grave, your home is not a tomb

God this just can't be, I'm so unworthy

But your grace has washed me clean

And now I'm learning that you're changing everything

And I am not the same, you made everything change

When you called my name my heart stopped

And our pulse became the same

When you calmed my soul I felt the earth shake

And the mountains tremble

When you called my name I finally came alive again

When you call me son, I feel your blood in my veins

And your breath in my lungs

When you call my name