Broken Dreams

Theres this girl, Shes hijacked my mind

Shes like an angel and super model combined

Shes one of them girls thats impossible to find

And I thought to myself get too close

And you'll end up getting declined

Seein her made my heart beat too fast

Her body was too defined

And her face just shined

I swear I wanted her to be mine

The thought of her sent shivers down my spine

Doing something to harm

Her would be the worst crime

And I cant even start to describe how she made feel

The way I got the butterflies all the time was just unreal

The thought of her being mine was so fucking ideal

She span my mind around like a water wheel

When I daze at her walking

From a distance my jaw always dropped.

And when i knew she acknowledged

My existance my heart always stopped.

She was so perfect, no disrespect

She always had me instantly erect

I couldnt never even find a defect

Or maybe I should get my eyes rechecked

Incorrect, she looks better

Than those fakes with special effects

Babe, honestly, you everything I ever wished for

Theres nothing about you that I dont adore

Please take my hand, and above everyone we'll soar

I swear I'll take you to a place you've never explored before

I look into your eyes

Straight away you have me hypnotized

after seeing her, I didnt even need a zoot

She had me more ****ed than those illegal highs

Being in her presense was like my greatest prize

I just wish I could get more closer

But I'm scared shes something that I wont get over

My aim is to find the key to her heart

Be able to unlock it and then give it a kick start

But I need to realize its gonna be way too hard

Theres a big chance of me getting terribly scarred

I'm never gonna find a girl like her though

Why cant I force myselft to let go?

Maybe I havent had enough of the love that she shows

For the things that she made me realize, my life i owe

And so, I want her to know

That she makes my tears glow

When im trying find my way

Through the dark tunnel

Where theres no light and no place to go

So I thank her deeply for the gift that she bestowed.

Enough of this shit having to be so complicated

And too much have I contemplated

Getting sedated, doin my ting

Months went by as I patiently waited

Till she slowly stopped keeping me updated

And it was unrated, the way that she vacated

The horror of a broken heart that she recreated

There was no way to have my feelings expressed

I was way more than just depressed

I was distressed, dissapointed

And possibly possessed

My heart wanted to go ona protest

After that I understood lifes just a test

And theres no rest

Until you've fully completed your quest.

Shit will start hitting you from north, east, south, west

And theres a limit on the amount of life vests

If your not carefull your mind

And body will end up dispossesed

Now you dont wanna be put to an eternal rest?