Coal

My soul simply wont bleed

Coal blackened walls surround my scene

Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees

Forfeited courage keeps me in need

And i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see

My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb

I cant hear the shit been preached to me

Losses I cound, you rip through from my mind

and take my thoughts from me

my mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophe

heaven sends to you the seed my mind receives and accepts deceit

My acceptance sometimes disturbing

My appearance shows no sympathy

Me in this state of mind

My balance off balance

But i push through this dark time

I lay awake at night

My body trembles

Wrapped with vines

Each tie that binds represents another

Dream demise

Oh fuck I need a handle in my life

I know that there is no escape for me

This sweating I don't mind

Just fused with insanity

Dark time I lay awake at night my body trembles

Wrapped with vines

Each tie that binds represents another

Dream demise

Oh fuck I need a handle in my life

In my life

My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague

Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees

Forfeited courage keeps me in need

My life is meaningless now is it you that I thank