A Means of Expression

Im still walking this path with these forks in road, but

Which direction to take i was never quite told

Should i forge my own way and get lost in dismay

Or stay alone in this world forever counting the days

Well i keep asking the questions, but the replies have no sound

It's like i'm dead to the world and theres no one around

And the leaves they turn gray as they fall to the earth

Thats how i envision my mind a simple cycle of rebirth

Well these thoughts they keep coming, but they all fade away

And my memories trying, but i can't make them stay

I have run it around in my mind till this day

But i have yet to figure out why i still feel this way

This is me

This is what i am

Pray for me

Pray that every time i speak im not heard

So that i bleed

So you can hide me

Sanctify my life with lies

Forget what i need

So that i bleed

My path has yet to be foreseen

I'm still dreaming this dream that i dream every night

Well that dream is reality, but it's truth has no light

And with no light theres no guidance only darkness and silence

Only anguish and sorrow, but i can't last till tomorrow

I just want to let it all out, all this anger inside

But instead i'll be silent and swallow my pride

I feel like i'm used even though theres no string

But its not in my power to figure out all these things

Even the blind they can see, in there dreams they can be

Anything that they want, isn't that just like me

All i can do is my best, but these restraints hold me down

You think your son is divine then look at me now

I watch as the rain begins to fall

And i know if this is the end

At least i gave it my all