Psychodynamic Silence

My sanitys in question because of my wandering mind

it sinks deeper and deeper as it passes with time

and though I try and hold on, my grasp is unreal

and as it passes me by I guess my fait is sealed

thats why I; lost my faith that I never even had

I had to dig deep inside, but it didn't seem to add

my expectations of life were unbalanced at best

thats why I braced for the worst and laid my assumptions to rest

Neurosis to Psychosis

Biopsychosocial defaults on me

Psychodynamic sees that were all manic

Corporate Americas diagnosed insane

Neurosis to Psychosis

Biopsychosocial defaults on me

Psychodynamic sees that were all manic

Society is diagnosed insane

And all these things crack as there bleeding inside

I step back into the darkness, but theres nowhere to hide

I am lost, I am cold, and all I'm hearing is lies

and if everything is gone, then theres nothing left to disguise

It is all trapped in this moment so indefinitely

but I don't know if I can re-evaluate it's meaning to me

but then again it is true that everything must remain

and no matter what you do it all stays the same

I see how the, world goes round as I just stand by

time crawls steadily on and I don't even try

as the light signals the end of this trivial maze

an emotionless hand reaches out to turn the page

a flick of the pen and it all starts again

and no matter what goes on I can't get through to them

and if a flick of the pen is all it takes to start

then I'm appalled to find it doesn't all fall apart