Crushing Grief (No Remedy)

She's dressed in blue and black again

Sometimes red or yellow dress

She can't seem to make up her mind

A shed of light is hard to find

She was too cool for me to catch,

Or was I too slow and second best?

I always knew this day would come

I've got some things to get off my chest

This whole thing's open to conversation

But I'm not holding my breath about it

I'm sick and tired of all your bullshit

When all it is who can scream the loudest

And it's funny how the time it flies

And the people how they change

You know it's funny how you changed

Crushing grief

There is no remedy

The mess you made of me

Sleep with the enemy and

I'll miss that old routine we had:

Get high, have sex, get high again

I know you wanted more from me

It's something I could never be

This whole thing's open to conversation

But I'm not holding my breath about it

I'm sick and tired of all your bullshit

When all it is who can scream the loudest

And it's funny how the time it flies

And the people how they change

You know it's funny how you changed

(I don't need you keep your distance

I don't need you things have changed)

Crushing grief

There is no remedy

The mess you made of me

The worst I'll ever be

I started looking past the point

That you were always best for me

I've fought my way through all of this

I've learned and loved and fell apart

I came through unscathed

Albeit betrayed

But fuck playing safe

I won't let you get the best of me