Over And Over

Have you noticed me lately?

I know I’ve been vaguely twisting my words

To protect myself from failure

It’s just part of my nature to hide in my shell

I’m so sick of rain in July

And the fact that I’ll never get there on time

If I could show you a sign

And it fell straight from the sky

Could you just see the best in me?

Or find the flaws you detest in me?

I always pictured myself as being someone you’d miss

Somewhere along the line

And I hope that you might think that I was

Some sort of exception to your plans and your direction

But I realized quite soon that who I am bares no reflection to the part of me you held so high

I’ll kick the cans aside and dig in to my pockets

Walk home another night

And think this one over

All over and over again

I’ll just bide my time

Sink into my thoughts to get away from here

Eight weeks to take that drive

And think this one over

All over and over

I always pictured myself as being someone you’d miss

Somewhere along the line

And I hope that you might think that I was

Some sort of exception to your plans and your direction

But I realized quite soon that who I am bares no reflection to the

Memories that fade, I can stand till my legs break

But you could smile and I fall down, walk away and shut me out

When I can't think of shit to say, I pull it out from in my brain

I always had a way with words but they just don't make sense to her

Cross my heart and hope for better days ahead

Get out of this weather

I’m not getting over it, just getting used to this

Over and over and over and over

Cross my heart and hope for better days ahead

Get out of this weather

I’m not getting over it, just getting used to this

Over and over and over and over

But I'm just a know it all and she just hates to be wrong

We'll laugh and fight until someone goes along and fucks this whole thing up again

But I'll enjoy the time we spent

Playing with each others heads

Under the premise that we're still friends