Voice With No Name

You don't know what it's like to live multiple lives

I don't know who I am when I'm closing my eyes

This anger is growing inside

Two glowing eyes, but everything I see is red

I'm hearing voices inside of my head

If I listen I'm probably ending up dead

There's a reason I'm chaining myself to the bed

Just leave me alone, don't wanna be bothered with

Solitude's the only thing that's a positive

Everywhere I go the feeling is following

Shadow in my mind is hollering

And maybе it'll disappear if I don't acknowledge it

Waking up in a cold swеat, don't remember a thing, that's convenient amnesia

Other guy tried to take over the body, but I don't consent to an illegal seizure

I try to hold him, but I can't control him, can't be held accountable for his actions

You see, he is me and I am him, so it's impossible to catch him lacking

Everyday I feel like I'm losing traction, I put my faith in the fate of the gods

I'm praying this creep get erased from my mind or at least he's awake and I'm sleep on the day that I die

I can not control what's inside of me, get these voices outta my mind

Something's got a hold and it's guiding me, I don't know if the choices are even mine

I can not control what the body does, my hands are tied, I'm not to blame

Something's got a hold and it's guiding us, I hear a voice with no name, a voice with no name

Disassociation is the way that I'm living

I'm second guessing almost every decision

Everything I do is split up the middle

Now I'm on a course of a mental collision

I'm really thinking bout throwing the towel in

That'll be detrimental, man, you wilding

I need some peace, I need a balance

Need to stop beating myself up about this

People are saying I got a disorder

But they don't know the half, no, not a quarter

Racking my brain, I'm pushed to the corner

Pushed to the limits, I'm over the border

I wanna reach deep inside of my psyche and smack around the other guy that's inside me

Honestly, if I were him I would hide me too, the last thing I would do is fight me

I look in the mirror, it feels kinda weird that we are the same dude

You better get outta my brain, or we going out with a bang, yeah, I'm a Cobain you

You wouldn't dare! You's a lie! Wouldn't I? Couldn't I? Shouldn't I?

Put an end to your life, you and I are not friends, so move aside

Symbolically get a knife, stick it in to an eye, you would die by suicide

In the end I would never know the answer of who am I? With you alive

Wait, why don't we just share the body the same time?

Why you acting like this body ain't mine?

Well, you ain't leaving, nah, and I ain't leaving

So let's come together, combine to the same mind

I can not control what's inside of me, get these voices outta my mind

Something's got a hold and it's guiding me, I don't know if the choices are even mine

I can not control what the body does, my hands are tied, I'm not to blame

Something's got a hold and it's guiding us, I hear a voice with no name, a voice with no name