Stubborn

Visions of red

I never thought that I could get here

In the past the pain would blind me

And at times I’d wish you dead

Now I see a picture clearer than the morning

To you I was a monster

And you had to save yourself

For only one more night

To hold you close

To tell you you were right

And I’ll take all the blame

For only one more night

To say what I was too stubborn to before

And I’ll take all the blame

I left you alone

While I went off into my own world

I’d throw up my arms in anger

When you’d try to come pull me out

Now I see myself more clearly than the morning

To you I was hopeless

And I had to save myself

I’m not trying to win you back

I’m not on my knees

I owe you this much

I’m not holding grudges anymore