A Sudden Sickness

A sudden sickness struck my heart

My stomach aches

My world falls even more apart

Are you seeing him again?

I drink to get numb, to shut you out

The morning comes

And I miss you so, I miss you so

Are you seeing him again?

There are scars between us two

In the way we speak, in the way we breathe

Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to

Figure out my insecurities

To mend this duality

Even now that we're apart

I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart

Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to

Figure out my insecurities

To mend this duality

A broken heart

Seeks comfort in the past

The arms of someone known

As a shelter for the pain from our break

Are you seeing him again?

I broke us off, but I cannot shut you out

You're still here in my heart

I'm confused about my love, 'bout my love

Are you seeing him again?

There are scars between us two

In the way we speak, in the way we breathe

Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to

Figure out my insecurities

To mend this duality

Even now that we're apart

I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart

Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to

Figure out my insecurities

To mend this duality