Jealousy

I wake from fear, have we said goodbye?

This must be it, there's no return I see it in your eyes

I see distance in them as our sorrow grows

Knowing I said everything I swore I wouldn't say

But there's someone in your past, who strikes a cord that hurts

If you're done with me I understand, oh jealousy

I have said that I am sorry one too many times before

If you're done with me I understand, my jealousy

Jealousy let go of me

You've made it clear, on this you won't back down

I must let go, I must admit what tears me up inside

I keep blaming you and I keep blaming her

It's too painful, it's too shameful, and it's oh so clear

But even now I make up accusations about you

Why can't I open up on this, my jealousy?

I've managed to be open about my insecurities

Why can't I open up on this my jealousy?

Jealousy let go of me