Awakaned

Looking through the veil of my tears

I take down the weight of fears

Not my part in your fairytale

Playing a fake role for your sake

Leave you back my dark dancer

Take your steps, without your partner

Going through the years of my life

I have learned to walk my path

I tried to help and lifted up others all the time

Even they just pushed me down and left me to die

I know it was not intentional, just sometimes

Heard not to be too sensitive, should close my eyes

For you it was trivial to laugh

To look down at my naivity (naivity)

Wittingly wasting all my time

Draining my final energy (parasitizing)

I am grabbed by strangers’ hands

Trying to tear pieces out of me

This choking, I feel it sentences to death

I can not bear feeling used

An angelic melody sounds now, breaking the spell

The good intention seems to be hell

My eyes are wide opened, painful to know my boundaries

Don’t chase your nightmares any more

Here is the end of my victim role, I’ve been awakened