Apathetica

This is the last song i'll ever write you

I swear by myself and god

I know what you're trying to do and it won't work

I'm so sorry that i'm a fool

It's such a shame that i didn't know

It's such a shame that you didn't see

It's such a shame that the good days are gone

It's such a shame i feel nothing for them

And even if i'd have known, it'd have still been a shame, because

It's a long and lonely road to where i'm going

And when i get there it'll all be alright

But until then i'm so lost in a flurry of questions

If i get there, will it ever be alright?

Have you ever met my friend apathy?

Because he directly represents me

He's got a million friends worldwide

And he promised me something but he lied

All i got from him was the taste of failure

He claims that nothings for sure

And if you wonder why i'd buy in his shit

I wanted an easy way out and was sure that this wasn't

A long and lonely road to where i'm going,

And when i get there, it'll all be alright

Until then i'm so lost in a flurry of questions

If i get there will it ever be alright?

Do you know my friend disgusted anger?

He mentioned you more than a few times about my failure

I've found he never meant to do you any harm

But he's done all to cause alarm

He said nothing was my fault all was from you

That you had hurt me and now i must too

But i can't bare to think i'll hurt you at all

So i'll stop myself before i fall, because

It's a long and lonely road to where i'm going

And when i get there it'll all be alright

Until then i'm so lost in a flurry of questions

If i get there will it ever be alright?

So now i'm smiles from here on out, dealing with all i am dealt

With no more a grunt or a gripe, i swear it upon my life

They said lose the darkness

So i went where the silence was loudest

And i threw it down there as my best

It's the loudest silence i've ever heard

And it's waiting to get me

I saw where the darkness fell, because it took me with it to hell

And i'm fighting with all that i've got

Because when i lose, then i'll have naught

All the things that i said that i said

And all the things that i said that i meant

I didn't mean it.

Well i saw where the darkness fell, because it's dragging me down to hell

It took all the strength that i had, and it wants all the gladness i have.

He can have it.

Because it was a long and lonely road to where i went

And when i got there, nothing was alright

But for you and our sense of self

How can someone be so good at music but bad at everything else?