Web Weaver

I gotta learn to let go

This darkness, it finds its way through the deepest stretch of night

There's nowhere to hide

In the back of my mind is where I'll reside

We never planned for this to become my only escape, the only way out

I can't do this alone

There's more for me here but this road is long

I'll overcome these feelings but things haven't gone to plan

Wipe the slate clean, erase it

I swear to you

Now I'll embrace it

Is this all in my head?

A deafening voice that leads me to fear

That I will never ever, never ever know

Just exactly what it means to be happy

It's so hard to break away

To try and tell myself it's not too late

It's not too late to make a change

If this is the end, then make me a martyr

I'll pave the way for our sons and daughters

So they will never have to face their demons all on their own

No I won't let go

I won't let go

But the mind can be a terrible thing

Just don't let it sink in

Will I break away, find a new escape?

Cause this mindset is eating me up inside

Like a cancer pulling me from the light

Is this just another apparition?

Judging myself on every past decision

This constant noise, it never seems to end

Screaming at myself from inside my head

I share my head with another

And it's not welcome here

Sometimes at night it keeps me awake

As I stare at the ceiling contemplating my fate

It whispers sweet regrets that I must learn to live with

Singing me to sleep with the same sad songs

Please tell me there is more to me

(Give it up or you'll never stop falling)

So remember just one thing, don't let it sink in