Straight And Fast

I can recall the simple times I used to live

When all my worries weren't enough to make me sick

And everybody tells me how lucky I am

Cause other's problems seem to worth much more than mine

I can recall a better time to heal myself

Cause everything I've done has blamed somebody else

Am I supposed to think my life could be a lot worse?

But I prefer to think that it could be the best

Hallucinations keep me trapped inside this hell

My mind just fools me in a way that I can't tell

(And deep inside I'm bleeding

I don't wanna be here anymore

Life sucks, but still I don't wanna die

There must be another way out)

And everybody tells me how lucky I am

Cause other's problems seem to worth much more than mine

Why can't I think my life could be better than this?

But now I'm dead and gone, my life was such a waste