The Vespr Session

Driveway unplowed, the mailbox flooded

An unexpected day for a blizzard

Paint a scene, something much more pleasurable

A family man, returning home after a long day

Reality check as the alarm goes off again

Not a morning person since the accident

Wandering from room to room

Shades pulled to keep out the glare

Another sunrise, one more session

Taken back to a simpler time

Even this is getting old

This cabin fever set in months ago

Now getting harder and harder to ignore

"State of the Art Technology"

Can't seem to lift this regret from me

Just one more failed attempt

These sessions aren't doing anything

Clear this guilty conscience

Can't recall the last time I spoke out loud

Even these are thoughts just written down

Pacing from room to room

Head's getting the best of me

Blurred vision / palpitations

Palms dripping unlocking the front door

Cold fogs my glasses and the snow hits my face

I can’t see anything

I can't see

I can't sleep anymore

Like a gateway to another world

For the first time in months I'm feeling alive

A weight is lifted as the chills run up my spine

You can't face your fears while living inside your mind

Empty my lungs and leave this world behind

This vision that's haunting me

That's causing this lack of sleep

Embodied by disbelief

I had it all, but just chose not to see