To Bid Farewell

My lantern runs out of fuel

And the pain will always renew

When life is killing me

It's time to make it cease

To forget is always

A flawed way to cope

With the suffering of this world

For it's pain on its own

No more games, no more wrongs

Feel no more, no more words

For they will be lost in time

This is done and it won't hurt

Still alive I remember

I just wished to fly free

My courage was lacking

And I could not see

Now without a ground

Under my feet

I fall into the Unknown

Away from suffering

Here are my dreams of hope

And the proof I so badly wanted

The best part of living

Is to never have lived at all

To choose a voluntary death

Than a gradual suicide

It's the path to nothingness

The silver lining of free will

No more games, no more wrongs

Feel no more, no more words

For they will be lost in time

This is done and it won't hurt

The passage is not degrading

It is the matter reborn

In the wind that whispers

In the leaves that rustle

In the water that runs in streams

In the dew that shines beneath moolight

In the great trees that provide shelter

And may my soul cease to exist

I’d rather die than live with death inside

Still alive I remember

I just wished to fly free

My courage was lacking

And I could not see

Now without a ground

Under my feet

I fall into the Unknown

Away from suffering