Million Questions

You're tough Patrick

You're tough

Follow your heart

Mama I'mma never stop talking to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

I know you're tired, mama hold my hand

Hold on tight for as long as you can

I open my eyes, so that I can see

Open my mind, let my mind go free

Open my heart so that people can see

What kinda things have been bothering me

It's been one long ride, and I finally plea

It's my last resort you don't need to agree

Weights to much, I can barely breath

My knees are giving in this is what I need

It's been fifteen years, since my first care

I remember that shit, cuz I was there

I dropped what I had in my hands didn't care

Left my teddy bear to approach my mom

Without any hair on her head, what?

What you mean it disappeared?

Tears streaming down and it wet her cheek

She had built the courage, she needed to speak

And the moment she had feared was suddenly there

She waved me over so I came over

She hugged me harder then I can remember anyone ever

Hugging me

But that was actually the point in time that it all became so clear

The two minute silence and the two minute stare

Something was wrong but how do you prepare

In a front row seat to the world premiere

Her burden unloaded, so she talking sincere

With a message for a kid that I didn't wanna hear

Take good care of the time left to share

It's no good news, it's a poisonous spare

Silence in the room but love in the air

Try to calmed me down but it went to my head

This is what they told me, but this is what I said

Mama Imma never stop talking to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

I know you're tired, mama hold my hand

Hold on tight for as long as you can

Mama Imma never stop talking to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

I know you're tired, mama hold my hand

Hold on tight for as long as you, can

Close my eyes, don't need to see

What my mind keep showing me

Haunted dreams keep killing me

Collar on my neck God set me free

It's dark in this mist but I'm going on

It's got me to my knees but I'm holding on

My hands tied up, God damn this rope

I refuse to give up but I'm losing hope

Cuz when I go home this is what I meet

My mom on iv cuz she can't eat

Nothing I can do but take a seat

Start a conversation and hear her speak

This might be the end, so when I gotta leave

Hold her in hand for one more beat

Look her in the eye and I kiss her on the cheek

Rub her on her neck and I tick her feet

I bite my lip as I leave that room

It tears me up and it kills my mood

I'm a sensitive dude in the middle of a feud

Trying to stay in tune when I meet my platoon

But its all to soon, for you to moon

I love you mom, give me one more noon

And in case can't I'll still talk to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

See this is what it come to, my final thought

Bought you flowers, hoping time is what you got

Music is timeless, if only I could stop

Time for a second, tell you how you rock

Doing your best always, easy or not

Always with a smile, and you're always there to take

Now I'm all out of quarters and I almost forgot

Time is running out but my questions are not

Mama I'mma never stop talking to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

I know you're tired, mama hold my hand

Hold on tight for as long as you can

Mama I'mma never stop talking to you

Don't you ever stop talking back to me

I know you're tired, mama hold my hand

Hold on tight for as long as you, can

I hope that I have given you what you need to believe in yourself

And to keep going, and whatever your goals are

Work hard and you'll make it

It really means something to me that you have stuff that you're interested in

It makes me really happy for you and its all a mom could want

You can just imagine me smiling

Anyway looking at you and