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I wear myself too thin

Can't help myself this time

I'm on the outside looking in

Can't see my self this time

Don't wanna go

Don't wanna drive back home

There's nothing left for me

It's 1 AM

It's 2 AM

It's 4 in the morning

Did I think she'd be here?

Did I fool myself again?

I think I did

I think I fooled myself again

If I spend just one

Just one more night

Being mediocre

Then I'll scream at the top of my lungs

But it falls on deaf ears

I scream out loud

But no one hears a sound

I take my life with lack of sleep

I believe the things I feel

The things I see are fooling only me