Overly Verbose Email Series Pt. III

I drained you when you were empty this time, you were right

You thought it was for validation, maybe you were overthinking it

I think you were

I tried to tell you what I meant by those words that night

I didn’t wanna make assumptions, and you didn’t wanna say it

I’m glad you did

You go off the radar, stop responding, leave me hanging

Because you know it hurts me, I guess that I deserve it

I broke another promise to myself

I’m in debt

This is a pattern that I never meant to start

This is a feeling that you were never meant to feel

Wish I could show you what you meant

I wish I could show you what you meant

I wish I could show you what you meant in my own language

I could make a list of all the things that make you enjoyable

But you would probably crumple it up and label it an act of pity

But people like you, you’re just blinded by you own self hate

And everybody’s rooting for you

When will you listen up

Or just keep writing me off, writing me off, you just keep writing me off