I Could Never Be Loved

I could never be loved

I could never be loved

I could never, could be loved

It's been like 3 months of no talking

Walking by myself, no more eyes to get lost in

Keep on looking back all the time, I'll be honest

I hate being alone, at least I got my conscience

Since you left me here, locked up in my room

Writing all these songs

Wake up every morning

And turn my computer on

Because how else do I deal

With these thoughts of you and me?

I was on the clouds

Now I'm spiraling into the sea

I wrote a message for you

But I couldn’t send it, I regret it yuh

I'm sorry, I'm pathetic

What's this? Caught a sickness

And won't be getting better

The Sun might be shining

But it feels like rainy weather

I try to keep it on the low

I try to get you off my mind

I try to keep my feelings inside (inside)

But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out

But I guess I was wrong again

I'm not sure what it is with me

I've never been good with friends

I thought with you it might work out

But I guess I was wrong again

It doesn't matter who you are

Soon we'll come to the end

It's been about a year

Since we last spoke

Tryna stay clean but need more soap

Letting out pain with these words I wrote

Dried up tears and a bit of sore throat

Feelings that I had were beginning to rot

Starts off good, then it suddenly stops

Yeah, but I'll leave it in the past

Now the future's all I got

All of these girls, they got me picking sides

Falling in love is like my kryptonite

Don't know what to do

No, I can't decide

Am I meant to be alone?

All of these girls, they got me picking sides

Falling in love is like my kryptonite

Don't know what to do

No, I can't decide

Am I meant to be alone?

I try to keep it on the low

I try to get you off my mind

I try to keep my feelings inside

But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out

But I guess I was wrong again

I'm not sure what it is with me

I've never been good with friends

I thought with you it might work out

But I guess I was wrong again

It doesn't matter who you are

Soon we'll come to the end