when the hospital was my home (feat. Rxseboy)

[powfu]

Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear

Sounds like when you whisper to me, but you're not around here

Life is slow, sleeping 12 hours a day

Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same

I'm sick and it sucks and my friends barely visit

Every week that goes by end up feeling more distant

Cried so many times trying to chip away my fear

Praying when I'm sad, thinking of our younger years

First night that you kissed me, cuddle watching Disney

Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me

Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side

We didn't see this coming, it's ok to say goodbye

It's ok to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer?

Sorry I'm not stronger

Speaking to me with honesty

It's harder than we thought it'd be

Tell it to me straight, I don't want no probablys

Tell me when you're tired 'cause I'm getting tired too

The rain is feeling heavy and the sky isn't so blue

Pills for my breakfast, promising they'll heal me

Hanging out with doctors and staring at the ceiling

My favorite days are Monday's when you come and see me

Wish you would stay longer, but I know it's not easy (yeah)

I was excited for that concert

Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?

I don't wanna let go when we hug

One thing worse than dying is losing who you love

It's ok to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer?

Sorry I'm not stronger

[Rxseboy]

Noticed all the pain you had to deal with

Was sick of all the doctors lying saying that you'd heal quick

It's been a couple days since you left us in that hearse

Your girl just called me, said she's pregnant and that would've been your first

So shocked when she told me, why didn't she tell you?

She thought you'd leave the world

To get your promises and fell through

You always talked about how you were ready for a son

Now you'll be watching over him free of pain

Hope that one day he'll look up and feel your love

[powfu]

When I get to Heaven, I'ma wait for you

Sorry for the things that I put you through

You had to watch me flat line, wishing that we had time