Choices

Choices

no one needs us more

when they fall to the floor

when they try to run

they are faced with guns

no one needs us now

they have it figured out

but when they think it's over

it has only just begun

this is how they made it

this is how they made me

this is how they'll never have

silence to sedate me

this is who they cry to

this is to whom they turn

when the truth was told before

they had never learned

always predictable the mistakes of life

never undeniable i've been there before

we are still accountable for our actions

and my choices are never the same as before

i have lived through this

i have played that game

i have been to the brink

the madness is insane

so when you think you're alone

you're not the only one

but i grew out of choices

so my only choice is fun

drama bullshit emotional scars

concealed in the past, oh so very far

erraticate the past and live for the present

today is today, no time for resentment

choices made and damages done

i run from the past, oh so far i run

but your life is now, too young to need to hide

if we make the wrong choices, the pain will reside

i know your pain and i know how it kills you

burning through the night the madness fills you

i've seen it before and i have a solution

stay with me tonite and escape the delusions

reality is inside of me but i live an illusion

a master plan that will have a grand conclusion

the end so far, so far, too far to see

but i know what burns bright and it burns inside of me

it is nothing new, this anger always hides

a face full of happiness is a mask full of lies

but we dilute ourselves now

when in times of need

we accept change or we will never succeed

so i live this life

as it fucks over me

but i keep on hiding it

so you will never see

the plain and obvious

clear as daylight

the struggle, fight and battle i rage

in my brain every night