Telling Lies

Telling Lies

you were the best i've ever been with

you were more than what i needed

and i'll love and miss you forever

but our history has been completed

we gave it our best shot

and had a great time trying

to say i don't regret it

would be to say i'm lying

i hope that things could change

but i know you'd never let them

we've been through so much together

i hate trying to forget them

complications of grief

situations of guilt

a love that was strong

has suddenly wilt

but my roots run deep

and my feelings are so strong

and i wish there was a way

to bring you along

but i see you with him

my heart just stops

my brain's about to explode

the bubble has been popped

something long overdue

but i cannot control my feeling

and i'd rather, rather not see

than see the loss i've been dealing

we laugh and joke like friends

but in my mind i keep thinking

i wish that my love would end

but lets just keep drinking

so i tell you lies

and hide my pain inside

and we'll both feel better

if i say my love has died

so i tell you lies

and hide my pain inside

and we'll both feel better

if i say my love has died

so i need to tell you a lie

lie about how i'm feeling

so i need to tell you a lie

so you don't feel how i'm dealing

so i'll tell you a lie

i don't miss you anymore

i'm unable to love

like i did before