Chemical Trails

I've been to hell and back

But the only thing that's true to me is

I am lost inside a wasteland

I am lost

Inside my head again

Can't see the end

I bite my tongue to hide the shame

It's the only thing

That makes it seem like everything's okay

I'm blinded by the chemical trails

A smile everyone knew was forgotten

No, it can't be

I won't waste away

Familiar faces and sounds won't end me

This ship is going down, break me

Lost sea, drowning in my mind

I cannot define the state of my mind

This situation's gotta go

Static growing

I'm wasted

Black noise

Abnormality

A dissonant lie

How can I fight this on my own?

I'm calling a savior

Familiar path on my end

Not sorry to say this

This lie has gone on so far

I'm blinded by the chemical trails

A smile everyone knew was forgotten

No, it can't be

I won't waste away

Familiar faces and sounds won't end me

I'm not alright, I can't say it enough

A thousand miles left

Running

It's happening again

Late nights up, and I'm out of it

I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine

(I'm screaming for the blinded)

I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine

(I promise)

I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine

(I'm not alright, I can't say it enough)

I'm screaming for the blinded

(A thousand miles left, running)

I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine

(It's happening again)

I promise

(It's happening again)