Our Disconnect

I’m thinking tear me apart, I’m ready to bleed out

You’re thinking i may be more than you bargained for

I take my chances and cut my losses what a night of missing sleep?

Have we been stuck here on repeat again?

Over and over

On and on

Again, again and again

And i’ve been haunted by our disconnect

Now find your own way out

Give me a chance to express myself while all of this mess is being figured out

I’ve been silent till right about now

I’m sick of drowning out the sound

Of a family being thrown into a disarray

(There’s no end in sight)

Didn’t even make it to the very end

(Was it worth the division?)

And it must be worth something more

And I’ve been haunted by our disconnect

Now find your own way out

Or is there something else you truly want to say?

Just see your own way out

I’m desperate ‘till I fall asleep

A nightmare left here on repeat

It’s why I always am alone

Inside this hell I call a home

And it must be worth something

I bet it must be hard to sleep

While letting go of everything

These words you hear are no mistake

You’re digging your own grave

I’m terrified we’ve grown apart

Your morals are astray

Quit digging your own grave

Over a disconnect