No Going Back

I see you up in the constellations

Like the freckles on your arms and

All this talking brought us nothing

I'm still banging on your walls and

I'm not who you thought I'd be

I can feel it all around me

Moving past me like a breeze

Guess I'll go home now I got tired

And you're staring at me blankly

Take a shower brush your teeth and

Remember all the good things

Back to the warm sad place in my chest

Where I miss you like a sunset

It gets easy to forget

I'm not going back

You're not coming back

When you were the one and I wasn't okay

And if you're not the one and I'm still not okay then

There's no going back

And I tried to call you Tuesday morning

Got scared and put the phone down

You're a fire slowly burning

When I leave you alone now

Wave goodbye to Silver Springs

With my face against the window

I watch you float away from me

I'm not going back

You're not coming back

When you were the one and I wasn't okay

And if you're not he one and I'm still not okay then

There's no going back