How To Be Me (part. Chinchilla)

I don't feel safe in this bed

There are voices in my head

I've been talking to the dead

And the fear baptized me

My kingdom turned to dust

And I watched all my riches rust

Have I lost the Midas' touch?

Or do sad eyes blind me?

Over and over we go

Over the hills and the valleys below

Oh, and it follows me, follows me home

And it suffocates me, hmm

Oh, I can't breathe

I said oh, I can't breathe

All I know is I forgot how to be me

I don't feel safe in the halls

There are bruises on the walls

There are bodies in the floors

And they breathe so loudly

I wish I could move

Get up and walk right out this tomb

Do our saviors die too soon?

For my sins surround me

Over and over we go

(Over and over we go)

Over the hills and the valleys below

(Over the hills and the valleys below)

Oh, and it follows me, follows me home

(Follows me, follows me)

And it suffocates me, hmm

Oh, I can't breathe

I said oh, I can't breathe

All I know is I forgot how to be me

Hallelujah

Where is my God, where are you?

Hallelujah

Nothing is pulling me through

Hallelujah

When I don't know how to be

Hallelujah

I forgot how to be me

When he gave up the fight

A quick decision late in the night

That stayed with me for all of my life

I miss you so