Drinking About You

No one's gonna love you like I do

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

You wouldn't believe, you never could see

My potential and everything I saw in me

Why couldn't you be the girl just for me

But instead you was fuckin' with multiple thieves

You never gave me a reason of why you were cheatin'

You left me so heated, you never so leaded

You acted like you were an over-achievement

And now I'm repeating the play

Late in my bed

When I feel alone and you cross in my head

You ripped me apart, now a part of me is dead

I still think of shit that I wished that I'd said

Here to digress, and let it digest

Continued to keep everything repressed

And let it compress until I'm depressed

And I snap on a track

And put in a rap all the things I confess

And I swear you had it set

You weren't right so I got up and left

You poured the poison I swallowed regret

I couldn't expect it from you when you lack self-respect

And just know: I really hate it

You set it up, impossible to save it

I never liked my name til I heard you say it

My love took a toll now it's time to go pay it

I'm paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb

Assortments of smoke circulating my lungs, killing my brain cells 'til I go dumb

This shit gets old but I'm still so young

Now where to go, now what to do?

Anything to stop me from thinking of you

I'm grabbing a case, take it straight to the face

Then I'm hitting this vape and forgetting the truth

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

All of the pain, all of the hurt

All of the change, all of the work

I thought I could keep it to myself

But honestly I'mma put it in a verse

I put you first, you put me second

What I deserved wasn't a message

Saying that 'Ryan, I'm sorry I cheated again'

And I'd lie if I said that I wasn't expecting it

The wreckage you left it was permanent

We couldn't make it through the turbulence

These other girls give me encouragement

But now I do not believe in the permanence

What do I do? 'Cause I can't feel

I can't sit down cause I can't stand still

I'm worried that every person that comes into my life

Will be fake when I thought they were real

Ain't got no trust, everyone lies

Patiently waiting to see a demise

They would rather see me fall than to go get it all

But at least I went out and I tried

What's on your mind, when you listen to these tracks

Do you think it's funny I think I can rap

Do you ever stop and regret what has passed

Do you think that if you were loyal we'd last

Well now that it's all over bitch I'm moving on I said it

When I said I fucking hate you girl I hope you know I meant it

Cause the only thing you ever did was make me look pathetic

Now it's up to me to make it to make sure that you regret it

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb all the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same