Missed Calls

[Tess]

Hey, Ryan! It's me, and I'm kind of out of it right now

I'm making a collect call

I've got so much to do, I'm just wondering how everything is

When you get this if you can call me back it'd be nice, I guess

(Please leave your voice and a short message after the tone)

[Ryan Oakes]

Hey Tess it's me, I got your phone call and uh

I've been thinking and I just wanted to call you back and uh

I just wanna say fuck you

Cause I ain't ever had room to breath

I pursue my dream in my community

They never had my back until I blew up it seemed

And that's bullshit

And you don't really love me babe

You just miss the pain that I take away

And you only came back when you saw the fame

And that's bullshit

Ugh, still geek so

That's what I get when I'm messing with the freak hoes

Leaving me sucked more than deepthroat

Hot girl but her heart 5 below

Shady girl need to see the sun

When I say shape up I don't mean to run

I just mean you're lost

And you're not the type I wanna try to bring back

Since I got the hype and that's real

[Lauryn]

Hey Ry, it's Lauryn, um

I'm at a party right now

And I just really need you to come pick me up

I'm the worst person in the whole entire world for letting you go

And cheating on you

I'm really sorry

[Ryan Oakes]

I didn't pick you up, I just blocked your call

I don't give a fuck if you lost at all

Cause when the end of us came you said it's my fault

And that's bullshit

You ripped me up and tore me apart

And you lied to me straight from the start

And now I'm the one left with a broken heart

And that's bullshit, uh

Do you miss me, do you miss all the nights you would kiss me?

Till you went to my friends and you dissed me

Cheated with them mistreated and hit me

I hope you know I'm in pieces for you

I'd never expect that deceiving from you

I'm ignoring the texts I'm receiving from you

Now I'm patching the wounds I'm bleeding from you

And that's real

[Guy]

Yo Ry, what's up man, um

I just need you to shoot me a text or something dude

What happened was really fucked up

Um, yeah just need to hear from you

Alright bye

[Ryan Oakes]

Fuck you, uh

Thought you'd have my back dawg till you screwed up

Got my girlfriend drunk dawg took her to a room and did whatever you want dawg

Wanna know the funny part, huh? She liked it

She had you it happened like every night

It was crazy we'd get in a fight

Then she'd run off come to your place through the green light

Like, where was the red when she's in your bed?

Was I ever a thought inside either your heads

You destroyed me the lonely is broken and dead

I'm just trying to make right with the part of me left

God damn, shit

You both are the reason I never get close

All the closest to me always cut off the ropes

Now I'm happy and sad and I'm loved and alone

And that's real

[Guy]

Hey, man

I was just calling to let you know it's my last day before I move away

I was calling to see if you wanna get a bite to eat one last time or something man

Just let me know

Alright peace bro

[Ryan Oakes]

What the hell have I done?

I don't wanna run

I've been terrified of the person I've become

I'm accustomed to numb I'm in love with the rum

I was young and in love and I even was dumb

And I hate it, shit

But it's too late to take it back

I've been working hard I might break my back

Try to carry us and you hated that

But I tried, put that on my life

And the only way you pay me back was in lies

Girl those eyes redefine what that means I mean hoping

I know you got yours but I never had mine and I guess in due time

I'll realize that it was my fault too

And I hope what I say right here haunts you

You can try and come back but I don't want you

And I'm sorry

Cause ever since I drowned the pain and I came in the game and I got the fame

Shit changed and I'll admit it I'm not the same

I know I mighta broke your heart but I lost myself

And I'm stuck in dark so ignore me now and just try to restart

And I'm sorry