I Just Can't

How dare you call me now

Light me up, smoke me out

Piss and moan of some heartache

Give me guilt for your mistakes

Your parents left you for God

Now I leave to save my Art

Such consequence on terms so vague

You wonder why you have no faith

Tried to pick you up

But you begged me to fall

I gave you my whole heart

You went for my soul

Apologized for lies

That I never told

Now I know it's time

To forgive it all

But I can't, I just can't

Got porn stars on my jock

Don't think I miss you much

Yeah we shared some poetry

But you were never much to see

Eat every dream that isn't you

Swallow your breath till I turn blue

I thought you had my father's eyes

They're just yours, I realize

Tried to pick you up

But you begged me to fall

I gave you my whole heart

You went for my soul

Apologized for lies

That I never told

Now I know it's time

To forgive it all

But I can't, I just can't

Only

When I can stamp your

Very marrow out

With cloven hooves

Can I

Recall your image and

Not die of the

Embarrassment

But I can't, I can't

I just can't. I just can't.