Isho

Love is something I can't find

It's stuck inside my mind

Gives me wings

I hope I find it

Love is something I can't find

It's stuck inside my mind

Gives me wings

I hope I find it

Swappin' oxygen with smoke in my chest

You can see it every time I take a breath

In the depths seein' death to the right and the left

In the night gettin' high while I'm lightin' up cess

Till the day that I die my mind ain't findin' rest

You don't know shit 'bout the lives that I led

If I died right here it'd be my 89th death

Ash in the path on the floor where I step

Gettin' high passin' time in the morgue with my dad

Died and found death then was forcеd to forget

Used to want a family got orphaned instеad

On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread

Fuckin' with me then that's russian roulette

With a full fuckin' clip and a gun to your head

My girl says I'm smokin' way too much again

In the graveyard I'm lightin' up blunts for my friends

Please don't forget who inspired these kids

They said I'm fallin' off then all their numbers stopped

What a bitch irony is

This government showin' a perfect example

Of what fuckin' modern day tyranny is

Might stick a knife in this kid, he keep eyein' me bitch

No matter how much I run from demons

They seem to just find me again

In my room thinking I'm better off dying again

Love is something I can't find

It's stuck inside my mind

Gives me wings

I hope I find it

At 15 I stayed in my room all depressed

Takin' pills that were pressed now I'm overly stressed

I'm bleedin' can't feel my heart beatin'

Doc said he might have to rip open my chest

If I die, don't you cry, just know it's for the best

Tell my son that I love him and I tried my best

Know suicide ain't designed for the rest

And they'll probably think that I'm weak when I'm dead

There's enough lines in the life that I've left

And the people inside of this life that I've met

To be someone who they could never forget

Just know I'm findin' rest when I'm finally dead

My girl wouldn't feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead

Without me always makin' her stressed

If my brain continues to function

I hope that our memories fill up my head

At least it would be like I ain't even left

In the graveyard there's blood to the right and the left

Ain't felt alright in my mind or my head

My whole life alright fine let's just cut to the end

In my dreams I've seen death almost five million times

If we talkin' honestly what's one more death

Cigarettes mixed up with cess while I grab on her breast

Four thousand nights we've stayed dead in this bed

Love is something I can't find

It's stuck inside my mind

Gives me wings

I hope I find it

Love is something I can't find

It's stuck inside my mind

Gives me wings

I hope I find it