Scars On My Heart (feat. Powfu)

I'm sick of loving

Every time its just a misconception

I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension

Thinking about the future

Counting out all of our blessings

Then I find out it's all fake

And she leave me guessing

I guess I learnt my lesson

I guess we're better ended

I wish I never gave my heart out, dummy should've kept it

Just like a piece of paper

She ripped my heart in half

I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have

But it's fine, soon I'll just get use to it

To keep my mind off of love

I'll just do stupid shit

I fell asleep questioning is anyone for me

Laying on my back

Using music as a remedy

Listening and writing all these sad songs

Happy for a bit but doesn't last long

I'm trying find the joy in all this chaos

Keep on praying for my future

Hope it pays off

Broke my heart, you tore it in two

So why am I still thinking of you?

Yo, lately it's fuck emotions

Grab the dope and then I roll it

I've been tripping off the potent

Honestly, I'm omnipotent

Used to think about our memories

I cleared them like my history

Wrote this in a grave to set the scene cause love is dead to me

Our love was one sided

I know you ain't felt the same

I bet you relish the fact that I fucking felt this pain

You gave me comfort

You were like my shelter from the rain

Gripping the razor blade I swear I'd never love again

I'll keep that promise

Trust me I won't break it

I ripped my heart out of my chest and chained it in the basement

Knockin' bottles till I'm wasted

Clear to see I'm changing

Rather stick to blazin'

And the dreams that I been chasing

Broke my heart, you tore it in two

So why am I still thinking of you?

I know hearts don't physically break

But my chest hurts

I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt

They say that time can heal

Soon I'll feel better

But all that can heal this is if I never met her

Story never ends

If the story never starts

Take these sad feelings

Trying to turn them into art

Paintbrush, light stroke

Out all of my feelings

Spitting shit, typing quick

Keep writing lyrics

Take the wheel

I can't see but keep steering

Moving on, kicking out my past demons

And I'm not walking

I'll be running from this torture

I see the light

Do my best to move forward

Broke my heart, you tore it in two

So why am I still thinking of you?