Worried

Told me not to worry

But it made me do it more

When you walked out of the door I started crying on the floor

Can't believe you’d leave simply 'cause you got bored

But for girls like you I guess that's the norm

And you’re a great actor cause I never saw the changes

Never woulda known on the low that you were faking

And now I'm in a rage shakin', screaming "I can't take this"

Throw my phone at the wall

And it shattered on the pavement

Now my hearts been ripped to shards that I could only hope to grasp

I been kickin with a homie while we smoking on the grass

Take a step back to the past with every flick of ash

And feel my passion leave every time I have to pass

Don't know why (?) my soul's a pit of blackness

I can try to pin it down but feelings never matchin'

I'm not who I used to be that kid is in the past

Since what you don’t know who you are till you up in the casket

So if we see you fucked up

By then it’s too late

So I been staying up and reflecting all of my mistakes

Already lack a soul and heart what's even left to take

I just take this shit and stride never been the type to break

People ask me how I been I lie and say I’m great but

I don't understand half the shit inside my brain

So I'm flipping through the dictionary trying to explain

I wanna have fun cause life's like a game

Wanna hit the end

Someone roll the credits

I try voice my pain but it feels like no one gets it

Took my heart strings and shred em like Led Zeppelin

She’ll have you begging for your life in a matter of seconds

She's been hanging with the snakes now she's a serpent

Made me feel this way and then said that I deserved it

She kissed me then stabbed me

So nobody heard it

I barely escaped now I'm broken and hurting