I'm Afraid Featuring Sole

Nobody likes me

I've got nothing funny to say

And they're gonna find out what I really believe in

Well how about we trade stories about relationships and worries

I'm afraid of seeing things clearer

Everything's blurry

I'm scared of the dark

With the idea of being alone

And I'm being brave in the eyes of a mirror

Whistling in harmony

Breaking bones in the grove

I know nothing

But that's better than not acknowledging

From here you're hearing my laughter

Laughter's my escape

But I really have no idea

I have no breathe to take

Inhale, while my options are still alive

Walking through the valley of life hummingly shout suffice

At this point at the ceasing endlessness

I'm still afraid she doesn't love me as much as her new man and kids

I'm afraid I left her in the blizzard to die

So I'm questioning the whos, the befores, the answers, and the whys

I'm not concerned that my awareness has been heightened

I'm really not scared, just a little bit frightened.

I'm not concerned that my awareness has been heightened

I'm really not scared, just a little bit…

I'm afraid Adeem doesn't always know his bars

I'm afraid I'm a big superstar

I'm afraid that my penis is too big

I'm afraid that I'm never gonna have kids

I'm afraid that this is the fifth bar

I'm afraid

I'm scared of nothing, reverse psychology taking over my intimidation

With living and sitting when I have a destination

Well deserved lesson learned

My fingers avoid any objects with colors

The difference might be allergic to any difference possessed by me

I can't count past three

Large amounts frighten me

Close my eyes want to be enlightened

Shattered a mirror now luck has run away 6 years 364 days of grace

Can't begin due to my fear of premature ending

Planning to be the same abstract

I wasn't raised like that

Cover your mouth and wrap your surroundings

Head is pounding from deep thoughts

Hope that I'm not the one that will get caught

Dark water is my enemy and boats make me nervous

Watch my pronunciation just to be courteous

Have nightmares about everyone else's opinion

And some way I'm intimidated by women and little children

No questions, cause I have no answers

I hold my breath waiting for god to enlighten me and give me cancer

Never the leader followers have no face obsess my image

Walking lines put me in a better place

Race to the middle I can't make a decision

Afraid that while I'm driving the key will fall out the ignition

The finish is invisible with so many more miles to travel

Only walk in the daytime cause im afraid of my own shadow

I'm scared of writing songs about what I'm afraid of

Emotionally I'm in a paradox because I hate love

And I laugh at tears

Absence stares at me and sees I'm present

I'm scared of being wrapped up in fluorescent lighting

Fighting fears about facial flaws

I never practice my vertical cause breaking nature's laws

Might be more scarier than proving wrong social construct

Reaching for insurance I put my arms up

Wave it side to side but then I was afraid

You wouldn't think I would've cared

No I'm not scared I'm terrified