Disappear

So how long, were you numb?

'Cause it was cold as ice

And I keep saying that I'm okay with it

But that's another lie

The truth is I've been dying slowly

But no, not you, you just turned to drift into the night

A parting scene of apathy

In an instant shift to a stone heart paired with empty eyes

That stared right through mine

I did the math, but it just don't add up

There's a whole world that used to be us

Now there's an echo calling me

Just a shred of memory

Emptiness but there's still a shadow

I catch a glimpse of someone I should know

Hard to tell if you were ever here

I disappear, disappear

I disappear, disappear

All is lost, slipped away

Gone without a trace

I sometimes wonder if it was real because

All that's left seems fake like I'm trapped within a wrong dimension

I tried so hard just to make you feel my pain

If you had empathy you'd see I'd changed

But like a ghost in your presence I dissipate

I tried it all, it's all in vain

I did the math, but it just don't add up

There's a whole world that used to be us

Now there's an echo calling me

Just a shred of memory

Emptiness but there's still a shadow

I catch a glimpse of someone I should know

How to tell if you were ever here

I disappear, disappear

I disappear, disappear

Sometimes I still slip and start to question if it was only in my mind

It's hard to come to grips that you still exist when it feels just like you died

So come on and all step right up, and I'll perform a trick before your eyes

I'll evaporate, gone without a trace, off the radar out of sight

I did the math, but it just don't add up

There's a whole world that used to be us

Now there's an echo calling me

Just a shred of memory

Emptiness but there's still a shadow

I catch a glimpse of someone I should know

How to tell if you were ever here

I disappear, disappear

I disappear, disappear