Disciple

Jesus be my daddy, father my light

Waltz through my dreams, draped in white

Like a child, like a child

I ain’t scared of dyin’ when I’m living this sick

I’ll be your loyal disciple, ‘till I get my fix desire, desire

Come Mother Mary, bring me a song

It’s been a dark February, I’m just tryin’ to move on

I ain’t goin’ to Heaven, so I’d like to live on in a song

Song, song

I used to have dreams, now they’ve grown up and died

First you carried my soul out from the light

You were right, always right

I feel a darkness growin’ inside

A seed you planted in me

You knew that it would thrive, thrive

Come Mother Mary, bring me a song

It’s been a dark February, I’m just tryin’ to move on

If there ain’t no Heaven, then I’d like to live on in a song

Come Mother Mary, bring me a song

It’s been a dark February, I’m just tryin’ to move on

If there ain’t no Heaven, then I’d like to live on in a song

Song, song

Mary bows her head, tell it once again

Now I am just a man, but me and Jesus, we weren’t just friends

And

And now he’s dead, and now he’s dead, and now he’s dead

I pushed that thorny crown a little deeper in his head

I gripped that rosary, tied around his lifeless neck

Jesus, my final savior in the desert

I wanna die, I wanna die in your arms tonight

I want the peace, I want the quiet I couldn’t find in this life

Absolve me from the consciousness of every man that I touched

Even the ones wise enough to scoff my love

Rape me, rape me, ‘till death

Rape me, rape me, until there’s no blood left

Rape me, rape me, because that’s all you’ll get

I’ll just die happy to never hear your words again

I’ll die happy to never hear your words again

I’ll die happy to never hear your words again

(Song, song)